"Comatose" by Skillet
"I hate feeling like this
I’m so tired of trying to fight this
I’m asleep and all I dream of
Is waking to you
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I’m missing
And the more I hide I realize I’m slowly losing you
Comatose
I’ll never wake up without an overdose of you
I don’t wanna live
I don’t wanna breathe
‘less I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
waking up to you never felt so real
I don’t wanna sleep
I don’t wanna dream
‘cause my dreams don’t comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real
I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how I adore you
Oh how I thirst for you
Oh how I need you
Comatose
I’ll never wake up without an overdose of you
I don’t wanna live
I don’t wanna breathe
‘less I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
waking up to you never felt so real
I don’t wanna sleep
I don’t wanna dream
‘cause my dreams don’t comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real
Breathing life
Waking up My eyes
Open up
Comatose
I’ll never wake up without an overdose of you
I don’t wanna live
I don’t wanna breathe
‘less I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
waking up to you never felt so real
I don’t wanna sleep
I don’t wanna dream
‘cause my dreams don’t comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real"
How true this song is for me. My constant battle with myself, trying to live my life t glorify God, but I so easily get swayed by temptation. I know I shouldn't do something, but I do it anyway, even thinking about what God thinks about it while I do it, why? It's because my flesh is weak and sins naturally.
I feel I can relate to this song so well, in so many aspects of my life. I know what is right, yet I still do what is wrong. I hate this. All I dream of is what life will be like without this sin, even while I try to escape it, I cannot on my own. the only true way for me to escape this through the love of God is through my friends. And so I pray. Deliver me from myself O God, Only your POWER and LOVE can help me overcome the temptations of my flesh! Let me live my live to only please you, have me, you servant, do what is just, right, and Holy.
"I need a heart that carries on through the pain
When the walls start collapsing again
Give me a soul that never ceases to follow
Despite the infection within"
